Thursday, November 17, 2011

Email from Nov. 1

Helloooo family,

Thanks for all the emails! Sounds like you're doing good. CRAZY that Dave Blasucci will be doing one of the concerts...I'm pretty sure I'll be there that night. I saw the schedule of concerts, and didn't even realize he was one of them. That'll be fun!

Anyways...so this week. Alright, well I think it was last Tuesday, it was a really memorable day. So I'm in the VC and within 3 minutes of us opening the doors that morning, this lady walks in and I take her to the exhibit. She had said someone had told her a picture in there looked like her daughter. I felt like I should start the music in there while she was walking around, so I went and started it. Then she came to me with tears in her eyes and said taht it was her daughter playing the cello in the song on the CD...she had been contracted out for the CD we were using. Anyways, and then she starts talking about some of the issues her daughter is going through right now, and then she tells me that her own husband died 2 months ago. I don't know what it was, but she started crying and I just flat out started crying with her! And then she had to go...and we had this awesome moment in the exhibit, and 2 minutes later she was gone. So, then...about 40 minutes later i'm at the front greet, and this lady walks in and I just immediately walk up to her, and I go "how's your day going?" and she just flat out breaks down in tears! And so I sit with her, and we end up talking for a while too, and she tells me how she's going through an ugly ugly divorce, and she had just come from the courtroom, where they told her she wouldn't have custody over her 3 year old daughter. Anyways, so I talk with her for a long time. Then about an hour later, I go up to this guy and he begins to tell me about how he's going thruogh the process of a divorce and also getting rebaptized, after 20 years of inactivity. So I talk with him for a  long time and he cries to me also. And then later that day I went up to a girl about my age in the exhibit, and I could tell she was having a hard time. (She was just staring at this one picture of Christ with a kid in jeans on the beach. Chances are, I've found, if someone is looking at that picture for a long time, they're going through a really hard time...haha) Anyways, started talking with her and she starts crying to me about how she's lost her temple recommend for some things and all of that. Anyways, so basically, it was like my 6 hour shift was completely filled with people going thruogh incredibly hard things. And I feel like I just realized that day that I felt like that was a big part of my individual purpose as a missionary...helping those that are mourning. I've found that it's with those visitors that I feel the Spirit guiding my words the most. I've also found that often the people with whom I have the most memorable visits with are those I'm immediately drawn to...like the lady that walked in the front greet, sister tejada later told me that it just looked like me and that lady were drawn to eachother like magnets. Craziness. Don't know if any of taht makes sense to any of you, but it was definitely a day in which I realized that each of us has a very specific purpose, and our happiness will come from when we magnify that individual purpose.

Alright, so...other miracle of the week. So Sister Tejada and I on Saturday stopped by to visit Jorge. He's the 17 yr old guy who we tracted out then saw at Walmart. So we get there, and he was just driving up! He's in the ROTC and just came back from like 8 hours of intense training. BUt he told us he had been waiting for us, so we sat down on the front porch and started talking. We started talking about the BOok of Mormon. And he told us how he really wants to learn more about the church just because he sees how all of the LDS people he knows live better lives overall, he feels like. And he says he has a lot more respect for his LDS friends. Anyways, so he's liek "I want to learn but I just get so confused...there's so much information and I don't understandit all." So we read the intro to the BOM with him and start talking to him about how he can find out if it's true. Then he asks Sister Tejada how she made the change in her life, because she was his same age. Then she bore this awesome testimony about how she fuond out that the Book of Mormon was true. And so we told him he could only find out through study and prayer. And he was liek "well how do I pray?" so we showed him how, the little instructions in a pamphlet. And then we invited him to pray, and he just started right then and there...99% of investigators are really hesitant to do so. So he starts giving this INCREDIBLE prayer! seriuosly, it was so beautiful...asking God for guidance and everything. Afterwards, we were just silent. And he goes "Woah, I just got the chills." And then he starts crying, and he was still in his ROTC uniform and he was like "i don't know why I'm doing this, I'm not supposed to be crying in uniform." And we just sat there for a while, letting him feel that Spirit. And he was just like "I'm taking this as a hint taht I definitely need to go to church next Sunday." hahahhaa. And then he was liek "That was so weird, it was like I wasn't even the one saying those words...something was guiding me right off the bat to say those things." CRAZINESS! It was incredible how quickly the Spirit hit him, and I know it's because he has such an open, open heart. Anyways, it was definitely one of the best lessons I've had. But...heartbreaker: we have to give him to the English elders :( For some reason, all of our awesome investigators are outside of our area or like English! Ahhh! Anyways, so yes, he prefers English, so they get to have him. Anyways, so yes...Jorge is awesome, so great. And I will be praying for him, even if I won't be the one teaching him.

Ok sooooo after that incredible lesson with Jorge, we headed over to the Moran's home for a bday party/dinner for their daughter. We were there talking to their nonmember family members when I looked down and saw we had a missed call from the mission office. I showed SIster Tejada and she goes "You're training." Soooo...there you have it folks. I called back and President Ellsworth answered and proceeded to tell me that I will be training a new sister this transfer. !!! Bah! So, since then, I have been all over the place thinking about how in the world these next 2 transfers will go. I'll probably meet her tonight. She's from Utah, and doesn't know much Spanish I don't think. So Sis Tejada's getting transferred out and is gonna be Sister Lamb's comp now! Anyways, so yeah. I think President Ellsworth wants to try out to see if a missionary can train after 12 weeks liek the program intends...hence why I am here, training after so so so little time. I still feel really really new, and what's funny is sister tejada and I hardly even used the training program...because of time, we probably only did like a third of it. So now I have to teach it to this girl, and also teach her spanish, and also try to do all these things myself! Hahaha. Basically, I don't know what to expect. I'm excited, because I know that sometimes I work best under pressure, but I know this is gonna be really hard to know how to do all these things at once. So...this is a plea for you to pray for me haha. I really am excited, but I also am so nervous. We will see...starts tomorrow!

What else....mmm halloween! So yesterday was halloween. Sis Tejada and I got pizza for lunch, then the VC was totally dead when we were there in the afternoon. There I said goodbye to some of the awesome sisters that are leaving. Then at 5:30 we had a halloween social! because street contacting is highly discouraged on halloween, for obvious reasons haha. So all the VC sisters got together at the white's house and had dinner, carved pumpkins, and watched the Emma Smith movie. It was really fun! And I did dress up for Halloween :) Sister Tejada and I dressed up as twins haha...we had similar skirt, shirt, sweater going on. I'll send pics of all the festivities later. So that was fun! I felt like a normal person, which always throws me off.

So yes...there are the highlights. I had some really really great experiences this past week, which I'm so grateful for. Sister Tejada and I ended really strong I felt like, which I'm also grateful for. I'm excited for the challenges ahead. The thing that comforts me the most is knowing that this assignment comes from the Lord...perhaps President Ellsworth doesn't know me and all my weaknesses perfectly, but the Lord does...and He's the one that extended the call, so that's comforting to me. I love you all so much! I love being a missionary so much...I love that I get to be in this area for 3 more months and that christmas lights and all that are coming up soon in the VC. Lots of fun things to look forward to! Love, Sister Fors 

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